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ѕevιιlιa вlιgнтwιng ([personal profile] miscreant) wrote2016-12-06 07:46 pm

Mental Link;









DEVOUR
beg for mercy and i will deny you



ASSIMILATE
the scourge will wash over this world



LEAD
we do what the living cannot



WANDER
your kind has no place in this realm






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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-01-24 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kate and Remus fall away, and something in Murphy writhes. Like an animal caught in the jaws of a pain it can't comprehend, his mind thrashes, a pulsing, blinding ache of fear, isolation, loss. Desperately grasping out for what - who - is left, unrestrained and frantic.]
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-01-29 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Conscious thought filters in, belated, quiet in comparison to the unrelenting waves still beating in his head. He's known loss. Worse loss than two near-strangers falling into comas. There hadn't been anyone there for him then, and that was the lesson he'd learnt. How not to need it.

But he needs it now. The thing in his head needs it now, twisting into him, making him into this. He's clutching onto Seviilia with a strength he can't pull back from, and he hates it. The weakness of it. The lack of control. The fact it helps, feeling her there, solid, her voice in his head. It's not enough, but it's better, holding against the tide of pain pulling at him, bearing it in increments.]
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-02-01 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[He isn't difficult to find. He'd been walking, when it had happened - maybe heading to the kitchens, he can't remember now - and so he's just in a hallway, unremarkable from the rest of the station's hallways, and thankfully currently empty. He feels her coming and wishes she wasn't, even as he's still clutching onto her, even as the ache in him is glad for her being nearer.

It's still overpowering, throbbing in his head like a fresh wound, and though as he's started to manage to pull his mind together somewhat, he still hasn't been able to get back to his feet. On the floor, curled in against the wall, he's only missing the blood and bruises that would complete the image of the aftermath of a physical beating.

His mouth tugs into a grim, flat smile when he sees her.]


Still feeling like it's a boon?
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-02-12 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[She's reaching out a hand to touch him, paused, and Murphy can't refuse it, the offer of contact. He doesn't make any move to accept it, either. It isn't like this pain is a physical one. Her hand isn't going to do anything to help.]

I wouldn't be suffering without it.

[Anger and frustration growing thorns around and through the pain. More than just the brood connection, the sharp ache of two parts of it sheering away. People leaving, dying, it didn't bring him to his knees, drop him to the floor like this. Clutching to others, holding onto Seviilia even when he wants to pull back, wants to avoid the knowledge of that hunger in her, the fact it's getting something off the state he's in. He should be able to pull himself together. Walk away. This isn't him.]
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-02-19 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
[The pain doesn't dissipate, the anger doesn't drop, but something in Murphy crystallises at her tone, her raised fist, her threats. Like a layer of ice encroaching over the surface of his mind, his expression, his eyes as he continues to look at her, unwavering. Cold, sharp and bitter. It isn't that she doesn't scare him. He isn't interested in her hurting him, and he really isn't interested in the part of her that fucking feeds on it. It's just that he's so used to fear that he knows how to take it as advice. Not rule.]

Please, go ahead. [Utterly derisive, now, like she's met an expectation of absolute disappointment that honestly, few ever avoid. He should already know that brood doesn't make that different. Even if it did, it wouldn't be the walking corpse that managed it.] Show me how you think cooperation is going to make this better.

[It's the symbiote doing this, and it's unfettered. Any control, any walls he'd learnt to sustain, they've been blown away in the face of what it needed. There was no more cooperation for him to give.]
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-02-22 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Murphy smiles, sharp, brief and humourless, like she's just told a particularly dark joke.]

You mean like the last time you got close to cutting someone?

[Because he'd felt that. The rise of that twisted appetite in her, satisfaction and pleasure as she glutted herself, pushing higher and higher and then-- cut. Out cold.

He hadn't focussed on it, hadn't gone to find her. Hadn't wanted to acknowledge anything about the whole fucked up thing of it. But if she wants to threaten him, he'll use what he has.]


I know survival's a hard topic for you to wrap your dead mind around, but it's why you're here. [He raises one hand, still shaking and sluggish, and drills a fingertip to the skin behind his ear.] This thing's survival.

[He'd asked Cathaway, when he'd first arrived, if that's all they were for. Just hosts for the symbiotes. She'd denied it, but it still has to be part of it. Survival of a species.]

You really think your other half is ever going to let you kill one of its own?
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-02-23 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Murphy could almost roll his eyes. Of course, the old fate worse than death talk, like he hadn't heard that one before. Usually just before being tortured. Were he still feeling belligerent enough for it, he'd point out that he's already in one. Stuck somewhere multiple universes away from the person he cares about with an alien insect taking over his mind. Death might be preferable, except death had always been the absolute last resort for Murphy. The one time he'd willingly looked to it for release, he hadn't been able to go through with it.

Pain always brings out the worse in him. Obstinance. Anger. Cruelty. But he isn't a creature of pride, not anymore. He's a survivor. He adapts. And as much as he hates the idea of asking her to stay, the resurgence of pain as she moves away is enough for him to not be able to just let her go.]


So that's it? Someone doesn't bow down to your so-scary threats, you just walk away? [His head tips, lolling against the wall slightly.] That's a kind of limited idea of cooperation, don't you think.
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[personal profile] wrackful 2017-02-24 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[She's doing it to hurt him. Murphy doesn't need the symbiote connection to tell him that. It's just obvious. And there might be something he could say that would change her mind, but the pain's wearing on him too much to muster the effort for it. She clearly wanted him quiet and obedient, and her threats - seriously as he had taken them - weren't enough for her to earn that. Truly, no one's ever had been, made good on or not.]

You know, I'm not the only one around who's going to reject it when you go straight to the "or I'll hurt you."

[He says to her back, shifting on the floor into a position that might hopefully be more comfortable while he's still able. He's clearly going to be stuck here a while.]

Just... [He lifts one arm, lets it drop, talking more to the opposite wall now anyway.] something to think about.
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[personal profile] unsea 2017-03-10 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ren goes. Ilde drowns.

And the Darkling turns up in Seviilia's quarters, soaking wet and barefoot and heedless of the chill that she brings by merely existing.

He's leaving puddles on her floor, to eventually be frozen. ]
Hungry, o'tnika?

[ He's got something NEW for her, and absolutely no desire to hang onto it. ]
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[personal profile] unsea 2017-03-10 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Rey's loss felt like a limb had been severed, and he had persevered. She was young, short-lived, a candle alight at both ends. Ren had been a brother in arms, in comprehension - his loss is too close, and the Darkling is unable to escape the nest's sway in this moment. It's a weight, dragging him in the undertow as easily as Ilde had brought him below the surface.

He steps towards her and taunts her with it. ]


Come, then.

[ Perhaps unsurprisingly, he turns on his heel and flees. Maybe remembering their last conversation - the one about the thrill of the chase. ]
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[personal profile] unsea 2017-03-12 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's still fresh upon him, the hurt and the hatred that boils within him because of it. Seviilia's hands reach for him, and he moves from them. Frighteningly nimble for what amounted to human ( witch, abomination ) - and he flees her.

The sound of her body following him allows him to keep his head, and he weaves through the halls. Away from the quarters granted to hosts that remained, passing the open doorways. He moves away from the populated areas of the ship, deeper into the other halls - not to the rooms full of the dead, but anywhere the ship might take him. A hanger bay, foreign to him. A room full of small drawers, begging to be opened. He threads deeper into the station, until the rooms are faceted, strange. He doesn't know their use, but he enters one at random - the one with the largest area within which to move.

It's there he waits, black against the white surface of the floor, the walls. He tugs on their connection, and taunts her again. She'll find him: he's not making any attempt to hide. ]
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[personal profile] unsea 2017-03-19 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can feel her, a vibrato hovering at the edge of the amassed consciousness. Her prowling, unyielding hunger leaving a pit in his stomach that twists and aches to be filled as he sinks his fingers into her peripheral existence and seeks to pull her closer. If only they could choose brood, he would have chosen all of the beasts within this damned hive and pulled them close enough. To keep them close at hand, with all their unpredictability and fey nuances.

He still hurts for Rey, asleep in a state that may not end. ]


You knew this would happen.

[ He'd suggested as much last time, when she had taken as much from him as she could. He'll have scars from this woman, he knows it. Standing in this void space, watching her encircle him with her form, he's aware that there is no Tailor who's services he can use to pick and choose the scars he wears. ]

At least you won't grow bored.
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[personal profile] unsea 2017-03-19 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ It might be unfair, that he goads her into such a state. The edge of her limits, before the symbiote would cast her down into unconsciousness. For how much longer might it allow him to do this to her, to walk this narrow line between giving of himself to the nest's needs and toying with where their limits lie. ]

I'm a simple man. I like to learn.

[ The manner of things that he likes to learn, though, are far from simple.

Her own magic is foreign to him; something more metaphysical than grounded in the manipulation of matter. Or, in his case, the creation of un-matter. Corruption, ripping through reality and fashioning monstrous things from nothingness. A blending of his power and abomination, like some fucked up version of Ekhidna. She throws off his mental reach as it plucks and taunts her, tugging at her ankles and wrists with invisible hands, vibrating along the slender thread that connected them.

He's slipped off the outer layer of his uniform, by the time she comes at him. If she's going to be brought down this time, he has a feeling he'll be taking that fall with her. Only this time, he steps to meet her halfway, hands upon her person and weight counterbalancing to swing her to the floor. It's such a dull, boring room. All white, no visible angles. And briefly, he considers fighting her instead -- but drops down besides her with a dark smile. No doubt that she'd be cross, and back on the offense soon. ]

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